I’m still hurting . . .
Josh cut me out of his life around August of 2011. I have to say I thought it was just a simple misunderstanding and I tried to reach out many times. All times where met with hostility, anger, foul language and very contrived thoughts from him. My heart aches for him, but I can’t change him. He told me several times that if I loved him I would leave him alone. I have not reached out to him since March of 2015.
I’ve recently learned that Josh is friends with my siblings and nieces and nephews. To learn from his life from afar is too much pain for me because I’ve put so much work into letting him go.
My arms are heart will always be open to him but I can’t face him befriending my family which further make the betrayal hard to bare.
About Sandy
I was married at age 19 and had my son when I was 24 years old. When he was nearly 2 years old I decided to leave my husband. We had nothing in common. I was so lonely. He was an avid hunter and fisherman and while I tried to get into hunting and fishing it just was not my thing. While I was thrilled to be a mom, I spent many lonely weekends with my son.
Ironically when I separated from my husband, my husband fought for sole custody and moved my son 1,000 miles away from me. I paid child support and found ways to be with my son throughout the years. We developed a wonderful relationship and he grew into a responsible young man.
When he was 26 years old his grandfather passed away and he decided to cut me out of his life . . . I set up this website to find some type of solace and speak to my son . . .
Silence Outloud 