Today

Josh, my son, texted me yesterday and said I needed to apologize again for what I did when his grandfather died, and he was informed about my blog today – by a client – and not surprised but very disappointed.

Apologize – I mentioned my personal Cancer scare when you told me your Grand Father died of Cancer – for this I’m so sorry and have said sorry 100’s of times. Can’t say I apologize or I’m sorry any more.

Not surprised? – why would you think I would Blog about my sorrow? My blog is public, but I’ve not promoted it at all. My hope was that you would find it when I’m gone – wanted you to know my heart, my truth and how much I love and loved you.

Disappointed? – You were such a love of my life – if my writing disappoints you – nothing to say to this. I’m really disappointed in you, that you have held such a grudge for so long for something that was said in a conversation for a millionth of a fraction of your life. Your loved ones are in for a surprise when you decide to ignore them . . .

I know we may never physically meet in the future and that’s ok . . .Be Brilliant!

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About Sandy

I was married at age 19 and had my son when I was 24 years old. When he was nearly 2 years old I decided to leave my husband. We had nothing in common. I was so lonely. He was an avid hunter and fisherman and while I tried to get into hunting and fishing it just was not my thing. While I was thrilled to be a mom, I spent many lonely weekends with my son. Ironically when I separated from my husband, my husband fought for sole custody and moved my son 1,000 miles away from me. I paid child support and found ways to be with my son throughout the years. We developed a wonderful relationship and he grew into a responsible young man. When he was 26 years old his grandfather passed away and he decided to cut me out of his life . . . I set up this website to find some type of solace and speak to my son . . .
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